New Moon SoulCollage!

I created this SoulCollage on Tuesday night ... it's the first SoulCollage that I have created since the Dream Series for my Assignment last year!

I decided that I would tap into the energy of the New Moon ... not the energy of the Zodiac sign, but simply the energy of beginnings ... to see what my Soul had to say to me in that moment.

I really love how Hugh Jackman's character is surrounded by so much feminine energy ... which seems to be a protective energy ... yet Hugh's energy is also protective.

Little did I know what was brewing behind the scenes the next day as I plunged into a black hole and then experienced a blow up with my sister - whom I haven't seen in 13 years ...

Anyway, I am not in the black hole any longer ... so I am seeing this card/message in a different light, as I write, I feel very alive, empowered, ready to stand my ground and fight the good fight, I may look gentle and soft on the outside ... but do not cross me, for I can and will defend myself!

Wow!

A Few Pages ...

I would love to share how I journal!

For years I have been searching for the "perfect" journal ... and have not been able to find it (LOL) ... I know that there is no such thing ... and that I keep changing, growing and evolving ... and out-growing the journals I had been using.

I also discovered that I hardly reread anything that I write ... preferring to take in the energy, colour and movement of my "intuitive" pages ...

I have been creating the following journal pages for around a year now ...

I usually start by drawing a card-of-the-day ... which gives me a foundation of possible colours to use as well ... some days I "write" more than other days ... and some days I draw and/or glue pictures in as well!

Monday 4.5.09

Monday 18.5.09

Tuesay 9.6.09

Sucker for a Tarot Deck!

Today I discovered that my local Borders Bookstore had a locked glass cabinet full of Tarot Decks ... oh my, it was like being in a candy store ... I could not leave the shop without buying The Llewellyn Tarot by Anne-Marie Ferguson which features gorgeous watercolour images on every card and is focused on Welsh Myths ...

... or Zach Wong's Revelations Tarot which has images for upright and reversed cards!

Now, which one will I explore first?

Collage Personality 5 - Your Best Shot!

I finished this one last night!

I am dealing with some strong emotions right now, that part of me that is easily angered, ready to strike instanteously - without thought, the really primitive, reptilian part of me

Sometimes I scare myself, just how enraged I can become, so impassioned, I feel like a snake with nothing to strike at.

Feeling like I am the only one who feels this way.

I am perched precariously on a limb ... trying to keep anger under control

Do not be fooled by my petite and pretty appearance ... underneath there is a angry serpent ready to devour you!

I acknowledge my anger, my rage, the part of me looking for a fight ...

... it does not feel comfortable ... yet somehow it is vital

I love how the branch seems to be prodding the snake in the "nose" and this reminds me of the saying about things getting up your nose!

I am discovering that boxing is a very good way for me to release excess anger ... and tomorrow I have my cardio session with my Personal Trainer!

Collage Personality 4

I love this collage ... it reminds me of things happening behind the scenes, impulses, desires, needs, patterns that guide my path and/or my choices

Collage Personality 3

Keeping my thoughts, words and deeds focussed on my "Highest Path" ... I have just realized that this collage is an extension of collage 2 ... initially, I did not like this particular collage ... but, She has now given me more to think about!

Collage Personality 2

I love this collage-personality ... it reminds me about the onward journey through life ... to remain devoted to following my truth and my highest path.